Bittersweet

Well it's been a while since I've blogged anything but watching The Great British Bake off it's got me thinking about this again. For anyone that doesn't know I applied to be on the bake off this year. It was missing out on the programme which inspired me to go through Lorraines book. It's sometimes a bit bittersweet watching it and picking out the people who are only there to make sure they've got a spread of backgrounds. I'm not trying to say they don't deserve it but it slightly bugs me. Saying that I am very relieved not to be there, just watching the pastry episode terrifies me, when I was interviewed for the programme I was very honest about my ability to make pastry and I think that's where I lost it. Watching it, everyone seems really good and have been busy practising!! I will continue watching with interest.